Fall

Just can't stand this longer...
Just don't wanna live...
Pray for me, my devil,
Pray and do believe!..

Do believe in fear,
Do believe in hell.
Someday I'll remember
All who brought me there.

Thank you for my falling,
Thank you for my death.
Now I am killing.
And I don't need rest.

05.11.2007

Forever

I don't wanna live,
I don't wanna love.
I hate all the things
That broke us apart.

My soul is forgetting
Where I should go.
My heart isn't trembling
And I'm all alone.

I stand in the darkness,
I pray it would stop,
But this endless story
Will always be part

The first part of romance,
The second - of death.
But I'm still alive,
And I won't forget.

I'll always remember
The Light of your life,
Fire that killed,
And birth of the Night.

I'll save it forever
Inside, in my mind.
And no one will find
Bloody tears that I've cried.

05.11.2007

Forgetting myself

Despair and darkness
Are all that I've got.
They taken my heart
And ripped it in parts.

They've sucked all the hapiness
Out of my soul
And left me alone...
Forever alone.

And so I'm standing
At night in the dark,
I search in my past
For one that I've loved.

But memory's slipping
Away as I try
To catch and to hold...
I cry and I die...

Insanity makes me
Forget all I had,
My mind isn't mine...
I'm favoured with death.

07.11.2007